Tanoro

Wow! This is one hell of a week. Things are on the decline once again and I'm back to observing the world and searching my soul's place in it. I'm single once again and back to my usual unlucky routines of finding romance. What amazes me is that I have never had an argument or fight of any kind with any girl I've ever dated, YET it is impossible for me to keep one. At the same time, I observe men all around me who abuse their women, cheat of them, treat them with inferiority, yet have their complete loyalty. What the hell is going on here?! I've been told that I am a remarkably mature and intelligent person for my age (27 years). I'm a progr

Finally! I'm graduating college this Friday. I will have my associates degree in computer web design. I will finally have more time to myself. Thanks for my excessive time on Mabinogi, I have found a wonderful girl and my loneliness has completely disappeared. I love you, Cassie! :D I'll be looking forward to many happy years with her. Among my final goals is moving out of my current house, where my sister and mother are tagging along, and getting another bachelor pad of my own. Frankly, family is difficult to live with when you're my age. My mother refuses to let me make my own decisions and my sister can't say 3 words to me unless they ar

I've been really depressed lately. The reason is simple. I've been single for well over 4 years and I'm starting to get lonely. I grew up in the countryside of North Louisiana. I attended a reasonably sized K-12 high school. I was kind, but withdrawn kid who really didn't cause any trouble. I did my work, made above average grades, and generally kept to myself. And for some reason I've never been able to fathom, I was hated by my peers. The guys took joy in seeing me upset or disappointed. The girls simply wouldn't talk to me. The one time I confessed a crush on a girl in my class, she simply avoided me for the remainder of our school year.